2021.10.15 21:26 Snoober_oats Sampled a lot of purrp
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2021.10.15 21:26 SysAdminDoc Anyone else like flying into other unsuspecting players in the sky or is it just me?
2021.10.15 21:26 SpeedLimitsSuck89 Emotional Catharsis
I’m not sure why or how, but since 2018, I’ve essentially become cut off from myself. My emotions, values, empathy, personality and fundamental desire and drive to survive essentially do not exist anymore. I really am a shell of a person.
I am 21 years old, but from birth until I was 18-19 I had an underlying passion, energy and intensity for life in and of itself. Simply put, I cared about things a lot. I felt emotions, good and bad, very strongly. I had a strong sense of personality, I had a strong moral compass, I knew what I loved and hated. I was prescribed Adderall in 2018 at a relatively high dose, and ever since taking it daily for a year or so, I have never felt the same. I do not know what I did to myself, or how this even happens. I've been off it since May 2020, and I still feel quite numb and blah. It feels like Adderall has permanently altered how my brain perceives life.
What makes this even more confusing is that objectively, I’ve had a really good life. I’ve never had any traumatic events (as far as I know), I grew up in an upper class household with loving, dedicated parents. Though they were strict about school and we’ve had our arguments, there was Never any inkling of abuse and I know I love them and they love me. There was always food on the table, I’ve attended great schools, made great friends, been academically and athletically successful, etc. I am good looking, I workout most days and have put on a lot of muscle, I eat great, I get 7-8 hours of sleep a night, I meditate daily, and I rarely use drugs nowadays. Yet I have no desire to live. If I were diagnosed with terminal cancer, I truly do believe I would be relieved. It’s fucking ridiculous.
Anyways, as this emotional numbness and apathy replaced the fire and passion I once had, I simultaneously developed some chronic pain-like symptoms: Migraines and chronic pelvic pain. I hypothesize that the chronic pain and emotional numbness are very closely intertwined: it seems like whatever brain circuit is responsible for anticipating and processing pain and discomfort is constantly on overdrive, which causes me to just want to disengage with life.
I know that deep down, there are incredibly intense emotions and feelings I still have. For some reason, they feel inaccessible, locked away. I just feel like I need to find some sort of key to feel some raw, intense, unadulterated emotions once again for the first time in 3 or so years. I've been in therapy for a year or so, and I feel like it's not doing much tbh. Is it possible that psychedelics or maybe ketamine could help me dig up some of these emotions? I’m open to any and all suggestions.
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2021.10.15 21:26 FrontpageWatch2020 [#43|+20069|131] They're called retriever for a reason. [r/tippytaps]
2021.10.15 21:26 Typical_Rub373 A free alternative to Amazon for shopping Virginia small businesses redirected $30 million in spending from Jeff Bezos to local stores across the state. Seems to work up to 100 miles around Norfolk.
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2021.10.15 21:26 PistachioOrphan Chik fil a should roll out the pizza
2021.10.15 21:26 MiricleBuild Saw a video of a flat earthy conference- funny misuse of a spirit level
So the reporter guy was all about interviewing people and stuff. Got to the part where the host was talking about ways to prove the earth was flat and to preface I just want to focus on the serious misinformed people that they are when it’s about tool
So anyways the reporter was talking to a flat earthy, the flat earthy goes “I brought a bubble level into a plane with me to see if their was a curve to the earth” “I set it on a flat surface for the whole flight and it didn’t change at all, the bubbles always stayed level” “that’s when I knew the earth was flat”
I about gave myself a concussion with a facepalm. If the bubble moved from zero I would only mean the plane had tilted, planes have mechanical assisted ascension and descending wing parts to always keep the plane parallel to the ground in flight. Plus if it had moved without tilt, it would mean that levels only work in Colorado. I hate twenty twenty one sometimes
Share some of your stories
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2021.10.15 21:26 askers_tellers 10 team, SF, Dynasty, standard league moving to 0.5PPR next year.
2021.10.15 21:26 Skept1kos What is this squiggly line car decal?
I see this car decal every once in a while and I've never been able to figure out what it is. Googling hasn't provided any clues. What is this supposed to be?
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2021.10.15 21:26 act1989 MRW the doctor asks me why I haven't been sleeping lately.
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2021.10.15 21:26 No-Knee-6200 My stepbrother raped me multiple times as a child
It started when I was six I remember I was wearing my favorite night gown it had little candy canes in the shapes of hearts puppies and ruffles at the arms the hem at the bottom and the hem at the top I never wore it again and my mom threw it away the last time he did it I was eight or nine I didn’t realize what happened until I was twelve or 13
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2021.10.15 21:26 PatternTransfer Fluoxetine with Mirtazapine?
Hi, first time caller, I'd really appreciate some advice please.
37F, 5'4", 100lbs, non-smoker, with some generalised anxiety and currently suffering a bout of insomnia.
Do you think it's safe to have Fluoxetine (20mg) with Mirtazapine (7.5mg)? The Mirtazapine is to aid sleep, and may only be used as a one-off.
I've read about interactions here, but I'd like to understand the safety better: https://bnf.nice.org.uk/interaction/mirtazapine-2.html#bnf_i1633485652938
Thank you for any advice
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2021.10.15 21:26 pu43x Boundary differences between Title Plans - 2 plans own the same land
We recently moved into a property earlier this year, the west side of the property is a large (5 acres) field owned by a property developer. Originally these 2 properties were owned by the same individual. The house was sold to the previous owners (1992) before us and the field was passed onto a developer (2007). During this split the south part of our property had it's physical boundary moved back, this opened up the access to allow a road (previously a lane) to access the field). Long story, planning was granted but before this the field was designated a Village Green.
I've written up my research which I submitted to the land registry but they basically said it's not up to them to resolve... Hoping for some advice, I've attached some images where I overlay various title plans with google earth imagery, hopefully these make it clear enough.
I have also come across the 1992 conveyance document & deeds that has a separate site plan included, but this isn't aligned with the site plan and supports the fields title plan claim.
2021.10.15 21:26 Squagdoo Giratina Raid can invite 10 add 3599 6666 7941
2021.10.15 21:26 o0hhhnoo0o Jak Nola always gets me with how stunning she is
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2021.10.15 21:26 FrontpageWatch2020 [#140|+6209|72] Me_irl [r/me_irl]
2021.10.15 21:26 Rifted-06 Where are the LTM'S?
I've searched for so long and can't find any. Apparently Team Brawl was available today and I wanted to play it but even in the "By Epic" Section, I can't find it.
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2021.10.15 21:26 theseafil Building sauna on top of cedar deck.
Hello, I’m in the process of adding a 6x8 sauna to my 10x12 cedar deck. The deck rests on top of deck blocks(3 rows, 5 per row) which are sitting on top of pavers which are on top of a gravel pad. The joists are 12” OC with blocking in between. The deck boards are 6”x 5/4” x12ft. My original idea was to put an own sheet on top but I’m not 100% on that idea.
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2021.10.15 21:26 eec-gray Finally asleep after a day of zoomies
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2021.10.15 21:26 Hauntedbyyoursoul Has anyone gotten covid and not had their respiratory rate increase?
2021.10.15 21:26 rubbish_fairy Schwimmbäder mit Whirlpool in NRW?
Ich wohne im Raum Dortmund und suche ein nicht zu teures Schwimmbad oder Therme mit Whirlpool. Gerne textilfrei, muss aber nicht. Die Meditherme in Bochum ist mir mit 20-30€ als Studentin etwas zu teuer. Kennt ihr gute Alternativen?
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2021.10.15 21:26 CoolGuy00178388587 Short Sad Story
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2021.10.15 21:26 TheCatOfWonderland Thats a little sus toby
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2021.10.15 21:26 Co1dyy1234 Ah, yes, Nano and Shizuka's child