Feel robbed of my vitality and happiness at 18 years old

2021.12.03 07:17 K2BW22S Feel robbed of my vitality and happiness at 18 years old

Quick rundown, check post history for more details. Heavily abused benzo for 4 months. Within 2 weeks 5mg Xanax barely touched me. Eventually got up to double digits Xanax and klonopin. I ended up doctor hunting and got a klonopin script. I abused that too. 23mg in one day was my record. But 11, 8, 6, 16, were all doses I had taken on numerous occasions. I’m putting together a low dose taper plan to jump off, praying to god I’ll make it. I remember what it felt like to be a teen. Care free. Just loving and living life. Now it feels benzo addiction and withdrawal and stress and depression have consumed me. Ive never felt more isolated and unworthy. My heads a mess 24/7. I suffer with legit anxiety and OCD and this has magnified everything. I want to be better guys. Thanks if you read this.
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2021.12.03 07:17 thebestkist Looking for a elekid

Hi all, I’m looking for a elekid, any requests in return are open! Thanks in advance (:
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2021.12.03 07:17 BunnyKelly69 How about playing today?🙃🙃

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2021.12.03 07:17 The_Grim_Fang First tournament post Covid in France !

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2021.12.03 07:17 shade192 I don't wanna be that guy that spams the sub but..

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2021.12.03 07:17 PAMANTOGEL Tabel Shio 2022 Toto Macau - Pamantogel

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2021.12.03 07:17 haeL_sMile Looking for a job in Switzerland.

Hello I'm 26 years old and currently living in Italy. I have a degree in modern languages ​​and cultures for business and tourism. and i am looking for a job
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2021.12.03 07:17 loddithitdxj Opinion from fixed gear riders!

I've got some extra cash laying around and I'm thinking about buying fresh tires for my bike(fixie) and just saving the extra, or upgrading my crankset to omniums. My rear tire is almost reaching its limit and after researching, I've concluded that I'll get a Continental Gatorskin for my front tire then replace my rear tire with the thickslick installed at the front. However, after checking the price, i think gatorskins are quite expensive for a component that will eventually be worn off (I ride breakless so ⠀I rely on skidding to stop, and skidding is also fun so I tend to do it frequently). This is why i thought that maybe spending a bit more to upgrade my crankset to omniums (or something else "permanent") would be a better spend than buying tires that will wore off in a few months(?). However, I have no experience with using gatorskins so i can't really decide for myself if they are worth their price. It would really be awesome if someone who have experience with them could share their thoughts.
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2021.12.03 07:17 PeanutCrumpet Bats Flying South West 🦇

Hey everyone! Does anyone know why there’s a tonne of bats flying over Geelong almost every night? Where are they going…? Where are they during the day…?
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2021.12.03 07:17 hello_worrld Which places in Eurpoe have relatively better Housing situation?

If millionaire landlords/companies are going to hoard increasing amount of spaces in Ireland, might as well jump ship now than wait till it becomes worse. So I would like to know what my potential options are.
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2021.12.03 07:17 CarlMorganoFbb Christmas dinner!

I own an elderly mother living in Berlin Lichterfelde West, and she will be alone this Christmas as I have to be away on business abroad. I am looking for a restaurant/place that can deliver her a Christmas dinner....I was hoping for a roast duck (Duck a l'orange). Can anyone help me find a place where I could place such an order and have it delivered to her home? If you know of a place please send ⠀me an email to: [olivier@lecode.org or call me at 01523 723 8948](mailto:olivier@lecode.org)
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2021.12.03 07:17 ImprettyNEET Only took a couple hundred hours..

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2021.12.03 07:17 Testherx Christmas is upon us and I’m feeling excited!!!!!! Am I hot though?F20

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2021.12.03 07:17 matheusdolci speculation: silco could heall his life bar for a little time

i watched arcane and i repared that silco use that thing in the black eye
so i think that this could be used as a cure life not only for him but for the entire team
so what you choose
i think that if they make like in the serie arcane probally silco will be a cure type character
View Poll
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2021.12.03 07:17 guylovestojo One girl In your gallery whom u jerk on regular .. is she fuckable ?

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2021.12.03 07:17 EMTEE826 A little idea I randomly got in my head after seeing cartoon characters being turned into glitches. It's decent, for a first attempt

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2021.12.03 07:17 Floor-Proof Rapporto Censis, così la pandemia ha cambiato l'Italia: più negazionista, cospirazionista e fobica

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2021.12.03 07:17 kulekiwi I just had a dream about the future of Hoge

I literally just woke up and wanted to share the dream I just had. It might be dumb, I'm still too tired to know for sure, but the fact that I am now dreaming about the future of Hoge is kinda funny to me, so thought I'd share anyway: Okay, so basically Hoge had their own grill accessories ++ collection in the grocery stores:P The logo was obviously on everything, and on the different appliances there was the explanation of the smart burn system and stuff. The funny side of my brain was apparently thinking that grilling, coal and stuff like it could represent the smart burn system of Hoge. On the back there were QR codes with links to buy Hoge, and a small explanation of what Hoge and crypto is. And soon it became a laymans term to buy Hoge to get the smart burn function while grilling spareribs too. And as the brand expanded, Hoge of course started making BBQ sauces of different kinds so you could keep buying the dip. On the inside of the packages there were small codes that let you claim a given amount of real Hoge tokens based on the cost of what you bought in the store etc. It was a detailed dream to say the least.. So if any of y'all are ready to make the biggest marketing campaign of hoge this far happen... Hit me up😎
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2021.12.03 07:17 alien2003 Desktop Beta 5.26 - includes collapsible left side panel

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2021.12.03 07:17 emmymoss The Korkov outfit to finish up this week’s challenge, I told myself I will save up the stars but… I’m such a sucker for those shiny gowns 😂 The hair is terrible but I love the eyes. Worth 150stars I guess…

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2021.12.03 07:17 UddinEm Websites for asking questions specially related to python

What are the other websites for asking questions specially related to python like reddit and stack overflow? What about google groups?
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2021.12.03 07:17 haythamsa شكوى ارتفاع فاتورة المياه 0502252040 لديها حلول سريعة لتسربات المياه | Discussion

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2021.12.03 07:17 fruitpunchsamuraiD What's wrong with having an open-book management style?

I've discussed similar topics before on other subreddits, and people would reprimand me, saying that it's none of my business and that I'm being too nosy (in regards to making employee wages public). I don't get it. Why are people backlashing in me wanting companies to be transparent? Like, what's there to hide? I've wanted to know the financials at the company I'm working at (it's a small one at around 15 people), yet when I brought that up in other subreddits, I got downvoted to hell.
I teach English overseas and my boss always said that we're in the "red" and encouraged us to get more students. But when we acutally got more students enrolled...not a peep, much less a decent raise. My boss is cheap as hell, so my employees and I don't see it being invested anywhere in the company. I'd have much more trust (possibly) in the upper management if they were open about the company's finances. The silence is defeaning.
Sorry if I'm bitching. Thanks.
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2021.12.03 07:17 derpsnotdead ID please. Found in Pretoria South Africa

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